Honestly, as I’m writing this, I have no idea where I go from here. I can do one of two things: keep getting up each morning, trying to move forward or give up. That’s it, there’s no other option available.

I mentioned yesterday that I am struggling, because I am, hardcore at the moment. I was already struggling before work said anything and things have just magnified since then. But the same choices remain, keep going or quit.

So here is what I am doing for now:

Applying for unemployment benefits once my position officially ends

Applying for jobs, preferably remote, preferably part-time so that I can continue to work on my healing, but I will take whatever I need to in order to meet my financial commitments.

Hopefully continuing to read, poor mental health usually trashes my reading progress.

Continuing to work on putting myself back together, even as several pieces are rebroken.

Not giving up