Last month, I posted 50 things that I wanted to do in the 50 days leading up to my 50th birthday. So far I’ve only completed 11 of them, but there’s still time to finish more in the next 29 days. Of course the way I’m feeling about the whole thing right now, I don’t know if I’ll really be doing any more of them.

This is supposed to be a celebratory post leading up to my birthday, but I’m not feeling super celebratory about it right now. All of my birthday plans have been canceled aside from the fact that I have 3 days off work. I don’t feel comfortable traveling or even staying in a hotel locally yet. I also don’t feel comfortable even going out to eat in a restaurant, so at this point, it looks like I won’t be celebrating my birthday any differently this year, which means not at all.

So, yeah, I’m sad about this, but will hopefully come around and try to find a way to salvage the day for myself. I mean, you only turn 50 once, right? If not, I guess there’s always 60 right?