If you read yesterday’s post, you know that my mental and physical health (namely my vision), has taken a hit this month. This has made active resistance much harder.

That doesn’t mean I’ve stopped boycotting or anything like that, it just means that doing more than the bare minimum was a challenge for me this month. And it doesn’t help that things just keep getting worse and worse. I truly never imagined that my country would fall so far so fast, especially after it looked like we were finally making progress.

I know there is a way to fix this country, I just don’t know if we have gone too far to get there without violence. Especially with the military being moved into more and more states and set to patrol against our own citizens. Our military was created to protect our citizens, not police them.

Currently, I’m overwhelmed, and I know that’s one of the things that they want us to be, but my brain and my body are starting to shut down, so I have to take some time to care for myself so that I can keep fighting.